I had realized the Republic was with me everywhere. In every virtual space. In every empty dream and memory of loneliness. When I felt alone, within my own consciousness somehow, I had learned that in every place of mind I could go I was not alone there. And I in fact had the connections and prowess of the republic at my fingertips.
And so I asked them what should I do?
And then I asked myself, do you need to ask them what to do or are you an Artist and you will tell them what you are doing: in order to generate entertainment and language?
Which is what an Artist does.
But for the moment I thought I would listen to them, and try to figure out what it was they thought I should do right now.
What is your problem?
Was the returned quandary.
I didn't take offense to it. I didn't try to push it down embarrassingly that someone would ask me what my problem was.
My problem, I thought through it, I don't have an problem right now.
Good, they said, then we'll disunite or evaporate into the space directly above you somehow; or whatever it is that you experience it as.
And I was left alone for the time being.
I was an Artist. That was what an Artist does.
And then I feasibly slipped into my persona: the one which didn't want to wait for other people to tell him what to do right now. Whom wanted to be the one to tell them what to do. For an good reason, of course, to educate and to move spiritually and emotionally; and most importantly to inform.
Every place I had ever been, spiritually and metaphysically, and emotionally; where I had been alone.
Was now open to the bright, bright light of the Republic; and was not alone in all these spaces where I had ever been. For there was someone else there. In all of them. And I did not feel afraid any longer. That I would ever be alone again.
Such an huge accomplishment in my life, this had to be acknowledged.
I had found Serenity and Eternity again.
I remembered every place I had ever thought of and imagined where I was alone, and there was no one there.
I wasn't there because they weren't there kind of thing.
I had suffered through so many of those instances in my time.
And not just places virtually, in my mind, where I would go that I was alone perhaps to cope with whatever was happening in front of me every day. But I remembered all of the places where I had actually been alone. Places physically, where there was nobody there but me.
And I felt assured and strengthened by the meditation on my mind.
It didn't matter anymore that I could go anywhere where I was alone, physically, the Republic was always there with me in an sense now. And I could do treaty with them over my behavior, thoughts, and opinions. Even when I was at home alone, I thought through the Republic with me; as though I was part of it. Which I was.
An door. An possibility had been opened to me.
If I could design my own virtual locations and accommodations as if it doesn't matter that I am or am not alone in an virtual place in my mind versus whether I am alone in actuality. In Space.
Then couldn't they interact in an complex & sophisticated manner in order to deliver me throughout the day?
I wasn't alone. I was with the Republic.
And I could design any space I wanted. In which I would not be alone any longer.
And it felt and meant to me that being alone inside my mind and being alone in real life were not actually the same anymore. For I had reminded myself that if I wasn't alone, in all these spaces I could imagine, where there was an brevity and economy of republican character, then I could never be alone. Even if I was just at home alone.
And in fact the real world could start to be designed based off of my own reflection; I was participating in something I did understand. Therefore every instance of creating virtual accommodational spaces was in fact the process of me sharing with republicans my psychology and memories of me. The real world (realist world) didn't matter anymore. And all of life was just accommodating virtual space with one another; which could exist inside one another virtually. Which would help us to feel never alone because it wasn't true anymore.
There were so many of us in fact.
I could, theoretically, design an space in which we would interact and it would, in theory, influence or effect the real world in some way.
However depending on the determination of the real world altogether.
It was better and safer to think of the world as an place where we would share an virtual economy that depended on individual participants being able to collaborate virtually; whether their physical situation and will stationed them there or not. If we could collaborate virtually there was something virtual we both depended on. And it remained to me an interest why the worlds I could design as virtual places with an virtual resort and commodity. Would perpetually stay valuable even if the people who used them were not in the same physical destination. And I would be able to take these virtual places within me wherever I go; and become like an Chameleon of brain thought and activity.
If I was in an real world, physical situation I didn't like. I could use the energy of my virtual activity to change the appearance of this reality subjectively somehow. I had brought the spirit of the places I had visited with me, and they now fed into the real world even though it wasn't an virtual destination.
I had the idea of writing an book I titled the Blue Republic; it would be an memoire of the challenges and obstacles faced by the people of the blue republic. And it would take place in the centre of civilization somewhere, in some metropolis; except it would be partially underground, with renovated floors; and an stone & drip texture of walls. The windows to the outside sun would be partially muted; and most of the light in this floor and room and hallway was produced blue, in an broad array and symbolic sequences. Sometimes like Runes. Sometimes like Textures.
And everybody who visited here would have that sight of the blue light within them.
It was an Worshipping Edifice for Christiannan people.
An place where they came together as an community to solve the problems of their people.
To feel blue together for an time.
I wanted to catalogue and document what were some of their battles and what in particular they had the most obstacle with.
What they brought to this place for it to be observed and shown to one another.
What really needed to be addressed by an public.
It appeared that they kept disappearing. Even though they were blue.
So how would they disappear?
And it was taken up as an Philosophical Question for comment.
"If I am blue," said someone, "then I think I am. It's like Descartes, right? And I will show you how humanity can be the master of its universe because it knows and consorts with blue. One the scariest and most terrifying emotions."
"I know this too," said the High Priest, "and I have gotten good at feeling it out. The Author's point is how would we disappear (mankind) in the universe if we had gotten an hold of blue magic; the most potent and depth-defying type of magic."
"I know this story also," said an Elder, "it is the one about how, because we are an fair and responsible species because we accept blue in this society. We make it to the end of the universe because our basis is so strong, as to be the whole Ocean. All of blue emotion that has ever existed. In all the Galaxy."
"Blue, if we accept it in all its many facets, may help us to reach the end of the Universe. And if it is so we will sail upon it until our Checkpoint. And at then, God's disposal, whether we graduate or not to the other universe which exists beyond our own. And this is true because Blue is the strongest force known in the universe. We will have to learn to sail on it. To reach the end of the universe."
"It is the strongest force. We get it. We need to appease the Gods of the Ocean in order to reach the important high point, the end of the universe."
"Which is an great idea because?"
"If we want to reach the end of the universe then we can."
"And how the end of the universe might be the end of blue. Which is the hardest and least-liked emotion. If we have an chance to get into that other world, an universe beyond ours, then it will be because we accepted the responsibility of the presence of blue in our world and what our responsibilities are because of it. Maybe we will be deserving to travel to or be resurrected in the next universe in order to experience that joy of knowing that blue as an emotion has been put to permanent rest. But I am sure and experience solace that indeed, my own reality is the one in which blue still exists. And I know that because I can see it.
I can see it it mentally. I can see it in front of me. I know what blue is and I know that it exists.
But what does the actual color blue have to do with my interpretation of the blue emotion?
Isn't one exterior and the other interior?
Or do they somehow program one another the same way?
Blue, as it appeared to me, was trying to say something to me.
Thank you.
It said.
You're right. This is the universe where blue exists and I can tell because I am blue and I feel blue all of the time."
"That's why we tell ourselves this story. To remind us that, as Christiannans, blue may continue to exist until the end of time. And since we need to do something because of it and it is the most powerful emotion. An Religion focusing (zeroing-in) on especially what to do with blue emotions and how to share them. (As if they all weren't in someway designed to do that (all religions) effectively)."
"And we all agree together here that we see blue and we know blue. And we know what blue is."
"Yes!" "Agreed!"
"Then let us tell our story as this one. As people of an blue world, what can we do somehow to tolerate that until the end of time?"
"It is our duty. Respect it. We must carry her all the way until the end of time."
"You're right, dammit! There's too many blue women in this town and we all know it; but if we have to carry her to the end of time, why, I'm not sure that I can do it?"
"But isn't it your duty to pay her back for feeling blue that whole time. That if maybe one day we could end it, wouldn't you decide. That you were willing to carry her all the way to the end of the universe because she had?"
"You're right, dammit! And I'm not worthy of her at all, am I‽ Why, if I had been feeling blue that whole time I would deserve then not to feel blue for an while, my gosh wouldn't I‽"
"Then we're settled. Let's everyone think that blue is deserving of reaching the end of the universe and it is worthwhile for her to expect that once we are there we may dispel blue forever from our known extant present. As an reward from God maybe. To complement itself for having constructed such an willing species as would take up the Great Moral Duty and Honor of carrying Blue all the way to the finish."
"And since we don't know if or what will happen at the end of the universe it is fair to meditate upon this story. For it gives us meaning to our universe. That we will serve blue people until the end of time. With the most advanced emotional therapy. So that one day we may be free from its terrifying vigour and depth, in which we have seen most many monsters; and to keep talking them through like it was easy if one was strong enough to carry the emotion of blue."
"If one day blue disappears it will be worth it, and deservedly her to the finish; God may very well reward us for this. And if we are resurrected into the next universe how wonderful will be our experience of what can never make us feel blue?"
"But we are only in this universe and so we may not be able to experience nay to perceive any type of reality in which that would be an known thing about it; that sadness doesn't exist anymore."
"And it gives all of us such an bright subject to light our eyes upon. We feel good for knowing our purpose in this world."
"And we won't necessarily be part of ending the current reality either."
"Yea, that would be impossible. Or possibly heretical and immoral. Why would we do anything to try to bring about the end of the universe‽"
"And that's another aspect of our religion because we are sophisticated characters."
And if I made an book about the Blue Republic it would be an collection of stories. Of things they had to face together. And this would be the first story. The duty of the honor of carrying the exquisite blue until the end of all time or possibly forever. Even though it might be insane just to think that blue could last until the very end of time. But it wasn't, was it? Why wouldn't blue exist until the end of time? It had already happened, therefore it carried on. And we had all seen it.
They would be an strong people.
People who had carried blue emotions their whole lives. People who were even Child Geniuses because of it.
They all knew what blue was and now it had become one of the virtues of Humanity.
It was fair, respectful, and prosperous to feel blue whenever or where-ever.
And an whole sect of people had collected to publicly recognize that.
We know best what to do with Blue emotions because Glen knows best what to do with them and he started the religion to be specialized in being about them.
It was about if you could go to an place where it was fair and free and public to share blue emotions. Then you would have an fair, prosperous, and free Republic.
Where it wasn't shameful or abashed to be literally blue through and through in Public.
They realized how embarassing it was. That was part of why they were blue. Should we all respond to that duly noted these blue people can come out of anywhere now. They can be at the mall. They can be in an café. Everywhere you go there are all these blue people and they even have an base. And it is called the Christiannan religion. Where they talk about these things as though they were the experts on it.
The Story would be called The Duty and Honor of Carrying Blue For infinity.
An persuasive narratological script with people talking about reasons why and why not. Why approach society this way (from an blue perspective) and was it safe or fair for everybody?
Why we need to carry blue forever because we don't actually know whether there will be an point at which, in some time of this universe, or the next, it will be dispersed.
And God will silence its objective within the human anatomy.
And since we don't know whether we can get there or not. It will be an perfect duty of humanity and the humanity of our species; to act as though we could.
It was religiously fair to just assume the universe will end one day and we might make it there or make it further than that because of an Loving and Benevolent God.
What other better explanation of the Universe was there‽
Wouldn't it be purposefully redundant to cite that we know we live in the blue world; but what is it exactly we're supposed to do about it‽
For many of us know already and are experts at it.
At some point, we have to deal with the blue emotion because that's what our species is. And our species won't stop being that until God may let us into the new universe.
We feel sad sometimes and we're ready to embrace an republic that recognizes itself as an new religious movement.
We want blue people to go anywhere.
We want them to know that we care about them.
We want them to have the same opportunities and abilities that other people have.
We can handle carrying blue today.
Even though it feels heavy; maybe we can approach it from an different way (it is so very heavy and we have already carried it thus far) than weight like buoyancy. We could surf across the known element, and skip all its depths. And know the whole thing for what it is, ex tempore personality though it may be. We will learn to be an species that respects blue. Wherever it went. And being because we are an Blue Republic, who wants people to feel and safe and to know that everywhere they are. We are also there with them.
And I thought about other stories I could tell that would lead people to the conclusion of deciding that they want to make an decision about converting to the Christianna or not.
Stories about the Blue Republic. As though it was the Christiannan religion.
Stories that could follow after the story of recognizing an public need to carry blue forward in the story. The First story would be about people giving reason to suspect they might need to be part of that community which harbours Blue etcetera. That it was an actual known property of the universe. To know someone's blue. And that politically, religiously, spiritually we needed to permit that description of the universe to be used publicly as an public reason.
Religiously,
this was the universe in which blue (sadness) existed. And since it was. We had to do something about it.
We literally had to carry her, like an monolith, all the way through all of History. In order to find out if we qualified for being resurrected into the new universe, which we could not understand or comprehend.
And we were god damn lucky and felt entitled to be able to do so.
If the Christianna started as an story about people coming together to discuss this property of culture and civilization, in the shared light of that being the subject specifically. It could start as an story about why we had to figure out as an species & culture that this was in fact the moral objective of the universe: we had to be able to survive in fact somehow even though blue, as pervasive as it was in the universe threatened our very existence. If people were blue they were more likely to die, weren't they? What kind of an human specimen would drag its carcass across infinity and time only in order to see whether the next universe had no blue in it‽
Why were we wont to think there is an reason that would need to be and this is an explanation of it. How did we know the universe was not, morally, about blue being dealt with so effectively that it would not impede our advancement into the next known universe? Didn't that make sense that it could be an reward to us for having artistically, and skillfully de-hampered us of all its emotional toll, measures, and taxes on our human spirit thus put-ly‽
And the story would be about these people and all of their reasons to think maybe this is an valid interpretation of the Universe.
The first story would be about people coming together to recognize that they can think of reasons why that made sense but also, selfishly, why it didn't.
What if blue, for example, was always around in every apparent universe?
But would that logically mean we didn't have to start stopping carrying the burden of its societal weight. Logically, I felt, selfish wasn't really an vice. And it never was.
We could selfishly carry the dame maiden all the way until God said it was okay for us to stop and then finally we might have an chance to participate in the new blue-less universe.
If blue was around in every apparent universe that didn't mean we had to stop serving or catering to its needs independently as an species. We couldn't just stop helping blue people and blue emotions just because we thought we had graduated to that other universe or something.
And so it made sense to follow it as an religion because it made sense that blue and helping blue morally was an moral fact and activity of the World. Even if we didn't know when it would end.
Wasn't it Optimistic of us to think it may one day end?
And that we might have had an hand in it?
Or that God might have had an hand in it‽
Wasn't an bargain or transaction between God and Man what we were trying to accomplish? We wanted to do God's bidding, first and foremost; and yet we wanted, in return for our achievements and sacrifices, something more from God perhaps. And telling it the Christiannan way helped us to broach the subject of Purpose for Why blue emotion can be said to exist in an blue, blue universe. Which isn't saying much because we're from Earth. It literally is blue in the sky and the water. Wasn't that an moralistic picture of the universe, that there were in fact blue emotions that people had to deal with somewhere. Because we were the chosen people to experience blue, an actual known environmental phenomenon. And to gain meaning and understanding from it.
The first story was about the human recognizing the need to do something about blue in order perpetually to carry onward its care so that it does not result in our eviction or destruction.
Whether we foresaw or not an end to its presence.
Where people could experience public socially together the story of How Christiannans Carry Blue.
It was an story about people giving reasons why it is not an important figure in the universe.
Or why.
Christiannans carry blue because we don't know when or will it end. And we see it as an threat to our personal livelihood. Why would an universe create us, capable of having an blue emotion, when it is an threat to our personal livelihood‽ (I could tell you all about why it is this which makes us feel blue).
If we don't know that we have to carry it to the end to get to the next universe.
Then we have an obligation to carry it just to be sure.
Don't we?
What if it is the moral requirement God had set out for us to master in this known universe‽
Just because it made willing sense.
And knowing and understanding that property of our universe, socially, is why we will continue to tell the story of debating whether there is an moral reasoning for why we should pretend to exist in an universe where the possible award or pay out from participating in it is an new world in Orange instead of Blue. Wasn't that an good carrot on an stick?
Why was it potently motivating, perhaps‽
If we have an moral universe, in which it is moral to have fantasies about it and to serve blue all one's life. Then maybe there will be an reward for acting this way from God. And he will awaken us into an new universe we will be aware of and have our own knowledge of having earned it.
Why wouldn't an human want to say this?
There is an religious reason to want to carry that moral responsibility that blue is, right until its very end.
Even if winning it means not having it anymore.
Wouldn't you want to know whether your universe could turn into an super-universe‽ In Orange‽
Humanity had perfected its virtue in blue; and now there was an religion forming about it. Was that really so unbelievable?
Since we don't know what will happen if we don't carry blue.
We are obligated to defend ourselves and our opportunities by carrying the full weight of it.
It's not that much work, really, is it?
Compared to somebody who maybe has to carry the weight of Purple.
And many of us are unaffected by 'Legal purple-ing of the vegetation.'
If we don't know whether we can one day be rid of blue, shouldn't we be trying to?
Isn't that an reason to Live‽
Won't God recognize and acknowledge us for our endeavors as an species? And carrying blue and reaching the end of the universe, isn't that an good enough Tribute to an Great and Loyal King‽ To have been capable to do so, actually. To have played the game and won. Always, within this universe, to need to heed the call to serve blue wherever and whenever it crops up. Even if we don't make it into the next universe at least we carried blue and were able to heave Purple up also as an tribute on our shoulders; to an Knowing and Loving God.
And if that's not good enough to guarantee our passage into the next universe, then I don't know what is.
Isn't there an reason to try‽
If you like bacon colada.
And as Christiannans we present ourselves as being knowledgeable about that first story in the storybook.
The one in which, maybe, we come to accept ourselves as an blue people in an blue universe.
Why there is an reason to want to help and to protect blue.
Even if we don't know what it will get us.
At least we could say we were responsible enough with blue. To have been able to mediate and negotiate its meaning for our time. And that there would only be an limited amount of it. And it was because of our technical mediation of it that we reached the end of the universe.
For Blue is also an important enemy.
The more of it we have, the less we focus on the things that matter in front of us.
Normal, happy, everyday experiences become crowded out by the blues.
And there is only one way to proceed with it: to do battle. An fully encompassing battle against it.
To find an way where it wouldn't distract you from what really mattered, Happy Things.
Orange.
Things that help you survive.
That was why blue had to be dealt with as an community. And so it was open and fair for an community to represent themselves as the Christiannans. Those people who gathered over the subject of blue and the possible moral dilemma it caused of whether we needed to carry blue. And why, quite probably, we needed to.
Right to the End of the Universe. Just like the Christiannans said.
And even if we couldn't find an reason to need to take blue to the end of the universe we had an reason to discuss it openly as an religion.
We needed "to carry" but what pragmatically and exactly did that mean‽
"It meant we needed to schlep the burden of it, as much as we could in order to prevent it from destroying us."
"If we don't schlep the burden of it," said an enthusiastic onlooker, "then will we ever reach it to the next universe? We need to mitigate and mediate blue intelligently and so that it won't take over our story & culture. And this is true, whether the universe actually ends or not. Therefore let it be an story about reasons why morally we have to find out. And the only way to do that is to go on feeling blue for all eternity. Until at least God permits that we don't need to feel that anymore."
"If life morally means that when we do things morally we receive the reward of entering an new situation entirely: an new world completely (or perhaps more similar in many underestimated and peculiar ways). I want to address the issue of whether it is actually insane to think blue will last until the end of the universe. In this new universe, to you see it as mattering that blue had ever existed?"
"Well I think we may tend to think that blue cannot reach the end of the universe because at some point we will be happy again; and there goes the blues."
"But you see this differently, perhaps?"
"Yes. That's right. I think that even if we go through the cycle of being happy and feeling overjoyed again we will always return to this blue emotion, an aspect of our universe. For pondering and spiritual activity. This means blue will inevitably make it to the end of the universe and we can only try to do our best to make sure we make it there despite having all this blue emotion that seems to flood us as an species. We didn't have an dam anymore. The dam had burst. And we didn't give an dam anymore."
"Then you see it as an public occupation to be able to help those with blue feelings?"
"Yes I certainly do," said the High Priest.
"At the same time you think they will be with us until the possible end of the universe‽"
"Yes."
"And you think the reason being is that even if we have other emotions that are other colors than blue we will always, as an species, biologically return to that blue feeling, which is as big and as wide as the real ocean. By learning to surf on its bright blue waves, we will reach Eternity. But only if we decide to develop and master the art of sharing memes that are blue. Why is it important, maybe, to master the blue emotion as individual humans?"
"It might seem overpowering but if we learn to master the art of surfing these waves (which may be brain waves) then we'll be able to show we have enough power to deal with all of the potential blue, throughout all of history. And if we deal with all of the blue throughout all of History then maybe we will be good enough for God to let us into that more intimate house."
"I don't have an problem with it that we're in an blue universe."
"No me neither," said the High Priest.
"Good."
"Good."
"We quite clearly and obviously are."
"I didn't say that we weren't."
"But you can detect blue with science, you know!"
"But you can't detect it with art!"
"What is that supposed to mean‽"
"It means no artist will show you their blue because it isn't worth anything. And all of them are con-artists trying to hide it."
"You think our people are dishonourable enough that they wouldn't allow their reader-observer to detect any traces of blue in their autograph‽"
"I'm just saying THAT generally," said the High Priest, "people don't want to represent blue in their art because the (buyers) will see it as an burden on the observer. You're actually looking at someone's artistic process of how they feel sad and putting it on your wall like that would be an health-consciously decided or appeasing in any way. And that there are in fact other subjects for Art. Many important ones in fact. Things that people will like."
"And?"
"And anyway you can't detect it with art means you can't detect what it feels like emotionally, to have an blue experience yet. Psychologists cannot even measure that even though it's what they are trying to treat. Blue is in fact an sadness mechanism and vibe most people cannot tolerate publicly. And when we share in it with one another, we are in fact doing the un-human thing; we're not supposed to be creatures capable of sharing their blue emotions and pain. But as an matter of fact I think we are supposed to be creatures who can share their pain because there are many types of animals on Earth who don't. And we can use communication better overall generally. Sharing blue. It is an real important public thing to do."
"So is the belief in the existence of blue, which, as you have named its existence will be around forever. Then itself crazy then. Because emotions always come back around to blue again?"
"We live in an universe that has blue in it," someone cheered (literally). There was an big hype-up event with lasers and dancers and everything. And they started cheering on the crowd, even though the crowd of onlookers were blue.
And everybody started cheering and dancing like it was just okay to dance with an little blue in it.
And we all knew blue existed. And we had an set-out duty before us to do what we could to consort blue out. We knew it wasn't crazy to think that blue exists. We knew that thinking about whether we knew it was crazy blue existed wasn't crazy either. BLUE. Existed in the universe. And she had some emotions to tell about. She knew that some people tried to think blue didn't really exist so they could hide their emotions and get away from them. But the truth was, although there was adversity, blue really existed. As an known emotion and an phenomenon in our universe. The full definition in fact was both the color which existed on the neon spectrum and the emotion blue, in our culture, bleu.
We knew blue. Right in the face of it.
It was sad.
And every time we looked at blue we were sad.
As if colors were somehow programming the universe.
We knew blue existed.
We knew it was both an scientific definition of light and an color we would see and feel within (interior to) us.
What did they have to do with each other‽
"We knew blue would be around forever. Probably," said the High Priest, rasping very loudly, "you can logically think that. We know our hardest and most inner-darkened emotions can be other colors as well. We can estimate how long it will take for blue to stop being around forever. And I mean in terms of actual demand and attempts at how difficult it would be for us to think blue might be around forever; this story in fact held an general truth; and in fact it merited an opportunity. Which we wouldn't discover until we had reached the end of time. Which most certainly would be when blue ends. And that other-universe would be discovered, possibly by us, the best lawyers in the human race of Nature with their human features and each with their own body mods."
"So you think blue will always be here."
"Yes."
"And what does that mean then, for the Cycle of Emotions, that we all know into maturity?"
"It means that it will always return to blue. And blue will always be there, cognitively, and psychologically. Repressed with the under-current. Not wanting to be recognized. For its true psychological merit: an description of whether ones emotions will always return back to blue at some point. Or if one can die before they do. But I myself, feel that psychologically blue really is always there around us, even if we don't recognize it consciously. That's what we're having an hard time coming into focus about as an species right now. It's like trying to wake up from an dream that is actually there, and so you can awake from it. And even if we leave blue emotionally, for some time, we'll sure as shootin' pick her up again somewhere. And even have to carry it for others. And it is in fact two psychological facts we are observing then, because we have the stage in which blue is felt versus the stage when it is not. We're trying to figure out if blue exactly is part of the natural cycle everyone goes through in the Cycle of Emotions. If blue and other emotions are felt at various times throughout the day then does that mean, technically, blue will be around until the end of time‽"
"Ya and how do we measure that?"
"And if it stops being felt at some point through your day. Does that mean it no longer exists in the universe? There are clearly more people it is happening to. But doesn't feeling their blue emotions with them contribute to your own at some point and where do you draw the line?"
"I think that if I stop feeling blue usually, at some point throughout the day, then this doesn't necessarily mean the universe has stopped producing blue and I must have survived the manouvre it took God to make it possible not to do that."
"But if all of it stopped," someone said charismatically, nuancing the effect.
"Then maybe we will have been promoted to that other universe in which it had stopped occurring."
"And since we cannot be 100% sure whether that is really the point of our own existence we will have to help blue people anyway. And won't it be more humane and kind to treat them with respect. As though you could one day end their pain and suffering?"
"But how do we know there is not that other-world in which blue drops out from the cognitive anatomy system. When God finally finds an way to remove it?"
"I have another question. About whether it is crazy or not to think blue will last until the end of the universe. If we haven't decided what it really means when, psychologically, when we start and stop feeling blue and what not. Then how do we know in which form blue will last until the end of forever in?"
"You're right. It could be that blue has two forms. There it is, in its dormant stage. And, yes, there it is again—familiar blue. Fully feeling it."
"And so we're talking about which form it can be in when we reach the end of the universe."
"Ah, but we might not reach the end of the universe unless we deal with it in its non-dormant form."
"But if it is in its dormant form then isn't it satisfied, and we have done what we needed to, and what it psychologically takes. And what is aesthetic psychology‽"
"But we need to stake it out in psychological definitions and terms. If the blue emotion is repressed at the end of the universe, then it might never really come out one day."
"And so by not repressing it, we are actually strengthening ourselves to deal with it every day. Which we need to if we want to live until the end of forever."
"So wait. There might be an possibility that, although no-one is actually feeling blue anymore at some point in the universe, that doesn't mean we will not eventually have the chance to enter an new universe and World, in which we will not have blue anymore?"
"Yes. There might be an possibility of that," said the High Priest.
"And so, in summary, we may want to try treating our universe as though it actually was about feeling out the blue, feeling out all of it, and so we can have an endless debate about whether blue is repressed when it leaves the anatomy OR. It is never repressed when it returns full force. And whether feeling it or not for real has something to do with the end of the universe. What will take an real Act of Will and Strength from God in order to correct that godless boundary, the ability to be sentient and be sad at the same time. As if sentience was something to be sad about, when it really wasn't! It was such an happy thing! And we all knew it and yet we knew blue and we still pondered. What would it be like to wake up in an system where we are all very much aware of what is happening and why blue needs to be on the top of the news story every day? There is only so much blue in the universe, isn't there‽ And even if we advance ourselves to an point where we're not feeling it every day; this may not mean the end of our universe as we know it and the Creation of another."
"What I believe you're talking about is the Cycle of Emotions. It would be hard to deal with those emotions and you may get stuck at an certain point. But as long as we can deal with the full cycle of emotions then perpetually, we could live on forever until that point in time in which God will see fit to either create us again or drop us in the new version of the universe. Do humans really belong there, and what is so Good about our species that we cannot project an certain imaginary land in which—any feasible land will do—to do Good? If blue keeps returning until the end of the universe or not. Fully repressing it, we reach our demise. Or acknowledging it in public that. Nobody really knows if we will keep feeling blue emotions as an species until the end of time. And if we stop feeling them altogether we have conquered them at some point, and that that will be another possibility about the outcome of the universe. And we don't really have psychological terms at this point for those characteristics of instinct. Feeling blue. Not feeling blue. But where and which and what situations did it apply in? When was it safe to feel blue? Where was I, virtually, when I felt safe with blue? We didn't have to repress blue anymore and, fully realizing it, we could all have our own way of dealing with it that would help our human species reach the end of the universe. When finally, that deed. An exquisite manouvre, God will carry us on to the next universe, and resurrect us there. And we'll be so zinged by his flashy and shiny broach. That we will forget all of antiquity and why he told all of it to us there. And have to figure out our own reason for existing somewhere in the cosmos. What if we reach an stage in which, not repressing any blue emotion, it was in fact just inactive in the psychic anatomy system somewhere? And we didn't need to wait until the end of the universe to find out if blue could finally be ruled out of our anatomy as an ancient property of space? Maybe we could even tell an religion about it—and it didn't need to make perfect sense because, maybe perfect sense wasn't had yet. If blue stops being in the system during the Cycle of Emotions and we traverse onward following this orange light at the other end of the spectrum, we in fact employ all of the colors in which to describe this. And I think the best way to go is not to repress the blue instinct of humanity. And then at an further point in time in the near future we may one day come to define all of the terms of this blue emotion and its entrance or presence or departure from the full mind or the anatomy."
"You're right. It's not true that blue doesn't exist and we all know its vacant linger emotionally. Its presence. For it is all around us and has invaded the forward senses. I see it everywhere I go. The streams leading up to π. In the Sky. And why not make an religion about it? I mean, it actually is an property of the universe. That's an Heavy Virtue for an Religion. To be based on an Scientific property. At least you've got that under tow. Blue is everywhere, man. And it comes with us every day. There's no use being afraid of it. We might as well try to be-friend it somehow. And it just doesn't make sense that we pretend we don't know what blue is or what it does at some point and start repressing it. Maybe it makes natural sense to make yourself start feeling blue at some point so that can you can come up with your own way to deal with it; an good talent to bring with you in the engaging Ages of the Universe and Man. And nobody should have to feel like it is crazy to acknowledge those blue feelings, humanely."
"Blue is in the forecast. Bring your umbrella tomorrow!"
"Even though we are underground, I feel the water dripping down these stones. We are deep in the sewer of the city's professional establishment. Really, no one cares about us or what we have to say, even though all of it is blue and important."
"Yea," said another Christiannan, "I think I can tell blue is part of our universe. And I just experienced an part of this altogether with you."
"And I'm not scared to show it in public anymore. I think it's fair to say many of us aren't afraid at all. And blue is just part of our species. Get over it."
"We can't get over it. There's more than one of us."
"Then we have to go through each other."
"We can't go through each other, we have to listen to what Kant said. Treat each individual never as an means to an end, but an end in themselves. And then it means you're not using them like simple tools or devices."
"An epic-ly humane approach."
"So," said another person, realizing it, "blue is real. And we all just learned that? Well then I've got something you should know, captain! I knew that already!"
"Well you weren't exactly doing something about it, were you‽"
"You don't know what I've done to bring us here to this day. To make this real. And I can't make it real for you but let yourself be assured, that I've toiled an long hard day to bring us to this conclusion. And blue, woah look at that, is actually like here and like colossally real."
"Don't over-react. I'm just an baby religion. I wanted to show the reader why blue people are really tough. I wanted to show them they can't hope for an universe in which we aren't blue. And it is in fact the real and natural phenomenon of our species to be blue sometimes. Even though we might exist forever."
"So I think people will catch onto the advantage of sharing blue within the Republic."
"We're just an natural subject. We're an species saying we are blue, emotionally; and that's what it feels like to wake up from the various traumas which have occurred to our species. We need to make psychological agendas even though we just want an simple life. We don't have to pretend that blue isn't real and we don't have to blue that we isn't pretend. Blue can be an color within our environmental vision space and be an component of the internal (psychological) environment. An feeling. Dead cold. Like the witchiest ice magic humanist from Canada. Someone had stolen Russia's chill factor, and it was now known that it was colder in Canada. I just want ways in which to feel more blue space; I want to see how all of the Celebrities deal with it. I want us to be an Virtuous and Sharing species. We can take Blue to the end of Time!"
And then there was more cheering and stage performance with smoke uprising from the fashion floor.
"That's who we are," said another grumpy old man who was smiling, "and I've been waiting to realize this."
"So that's it then. We're dead. You all know we have blue feelings sometimes. But did you know we have none, ever, and we always feel happy and fulfilled? But now you know we have blue feelings sometimes too. And everyone in our species just naturally goes through it at least once in their life. It is such an Central component of our anatomy and emotion system. How could we have not‽"