The Blue Covenant

    The Blue Covenant is an agreement always to try to help the blue emotion; it means I have found my way through the blue.  Through it indeed.  I found the saddest thing in the universe, an lesson we learned from God, and yet in it I found an shield: for knowing the fate worse than death and then having learned it was blue; I was beyond it in Wisdom somehow.  I knew that no matter what kind of blue feeling came at us (all humans) we would be able to steer our way through.  Even past the realization of the fate worse than death and its aesthetic resurrection from it.

    I have gone through the fate worse than death and got to the other side; I have learned it's blue because having got to the other side I realized I wasn't necessarily back from surviving an fate worse than death.  I was healing from it.  And it burned and throbbed as an scar.  There was no complete return from the fate worse than death; for, when one falls under this fate, there is no real coming back from it.  Once one's fate becomes worse than death it is already worth it to do die, and no matter how much therapeutic healing one will never come back.

    We had to accept blue always in public; this was the agreement we made with ourselves: blue was, and would always be, an honourable emotion.  When one translated oneself into its logic; we confronted exactly what it was about ourselves we were sad about.  And it was okay to be blue like this in public.  It was even considered an bonus to be able to be an step further in than blue: to express the purple emotion.  This was the start of the Purple Covenant, too then, because we vowed always to have to accept the purple emotion in public forthwith.

    No we won't stand for injustices not being made into justice somehow.

    I must close the possibility for all of history that we won't be above the blue covenant somehow.

    The Blue Covenant stands for all-time; we have the understanding of the fate worse than death and why an picture of it looks blue.  And so we make our culture and our civilization about that.  Blue is the real true standard of the level of conversation of the republic, and no one anywhere should be ashamed to share anything they like.  Even if it is blue and represents an real emotion.

    And the Blue Covenant, likely is also necessarily about the Purple Covenant too, because we need people to admit the purple (worse than blue) feelings out in public in order to heal all of us and their community.  We want there to be safe spaces to admit that I my own subjectivity was part of something which lead to injustice.  But now putting ourselves right, we want to admit that we didn't want to have an part or an hand in it.  We need all peoples to move beyond the legal scenario of injustices being done all over humanity by making it okay in public, sometimes, to talk about the purplest emotions.

    The Blue Covenant was important because it was also the fact that I had encompassed all of those emotions of which belong to my community; and somehow sunk them in the ocean in order to observe them better, and I was free to try to un-repress all colors of emotions in this kind of behavior.  The Ocean (my Blue Covenant) was now the container of all things repressed about human emotion, and all of them were free to express themselves in all kinds of ways.  The Ocean would be my medium, and the creatures and scenes inside of it to be my expression.  I wanted, of course, most importantly to un-repress the deepest purplest emotions first.  But I was open party to seeing blue emotions of expression as well as any other types which could be categorized by color.

    The Blue Covenant meant I put all of your emotions into the ocean.  Not to kill them, but to see them live.

    It meant also, by the Purple Covenant, of which it is part.  I would try to help the purplest emotions live, so as to un-repress them.  Which was their due destination.

    The Blue Covenant encompassed everything beneath the surface of the ocean even its depths.

    Knowing what blue was meant I knew what to do for all-time.

    Even if we sunk into repressed purple I knew what to do.

    The Blue Covenant was me knowing blue and the fate worse than death had something to do with one another.

    Feeling blue wasn't an fate worse than death.  It was in fact an valuable and prosperous emotion.

    Purple injustice emotions, on the other hand?

    Not worth anything at all.

    We wanted to get rid of them completely by curing society.

    It meant I had found the other piece to the puzzle: Jesus had found the first one and I found the second one.

    It meant blue would be around forever and I was prepared for it; and the fate worse than death would be around forever.

    We had enough of the picture of the normal human soul in order to decree: blue would be around forever but curing it might be what this universe is designed to do.  The possibility of blue emotions happening existed until the end of this universe.  Following the design of the ordinary property of matter.  And maybe it was the point of this universe that we were to be able to stop the blue emotions completely?  In order to transcend to the next universe after it: one in which the possibility of having an blue emotion was itself removed completely from the property of physics.

    I was in possession of the knowledge of our known universe.

    Kind of redundant, isn't it?

    Blue would be around forever, and so we had to take precaution.  In order to be able to make it to the end of the universe.  (And this idea of the universe ending had come up in my Christiannan studies).  Blue would be around forever.  The fate worse than death was why there was so much blue.  The whole point of the universe might be to try to cure it.  We might be designed as humans to want to end all human suffering (the blue emotions); even though the possibility of them happening is still there, we want them to desist completely.  I could share this knowledge and perpetually in order to help us become aware of the fate worse than death and our role in how it plays out.  If the possibility of blue emotions existed in this universe, then wouldn't our role be to try to prevent them from happening completely?  And God had designed the universe to test this; for the ability to remove blue completely.  We were in fact in the second rendition of the universe, according to God, who had freed us from that universe containing Hell.  With Jesus's picture (The meaning of Death in the universe) and Anna's picture (The meaning of Worse Than Death in the universe), we had the whole picture of ourselves needing to un-repress purple and blue emotions together.  Jesus taught us the meaning of death; for, if we had been an good enough species not to kill him, he might have already improved society several times over and we would be more advanced than we are now because of it.  And Anna taught us the meaning of the worse than death.  That should it be committed upon the Human soil of the Earth, one must take special protocol in order to help to prevent it from happening.  Worse than death was worse than death, and all derivatives of the meaning of that.  We would do better to die as an species rather than have to live out some worse-than-death fate.

    I held the knowledge of releasing blue to the republic; I held the knowledge of how every repressed emotion was sunken into the Ocean.  Where we would have to un-repress it systemically, systematically, infrastructurally, and morally with heartfelt empathy.

    We would have to address the blue emotion as an public until the end of time.

    This was the big "Knowledge" that I had to speak of.

    The possibility of blue exists until the end of the universe.  Therefore, if humans want to survive, we have to deal with blue until the end of the universe.  And we will go gladly and fortunately to any source of blue as an gentle public; helping everyone with their blue emotions and how it isn't taboo anymore to share them out in public.  Even to the Purple Covenant in which it wasn't taboo anymore to share purple feelings (an step down from blue) in public.  There was some great injustice upon the land that we were all aware of: and so we felt purple about it sometimes but it didn't last forever always.

    And I could prove the universe was going to end eventually.  We were somewhere in the middle of it.

    Observing objects and phenomenon with beginnings, middles, and ends.  I figured the universe had this shape too: of having an beginning and middle and an end.  Which I could generally prove because I was in the middle of it myself at this time.  The only way I could be in the middle of something was if at some point it began and at some other point it was going to end.  The brain identifies objects strategically as having an beginning, an middle, and an end.  And I consider it an brain function to identify these kind of products of the universe of having sensed them through the five senses.  The brain is designed to recognize shape.  And since every shape we know of has an beginning, an middle, and an end—this is what allows them to exist in time—then we know the universe itself, of which every single object in it is an derivative of the cosmic beginning, middle, and end.  I had become an spokesperson for the blue emotion.  That we needed to be able to address it as an community until the end of time in order to have that opportunity of being resurrected in the third universe (the third life of the whole universe and God and everything).  If we wanted to impress God and show him/her/it that we deserved to be resurrected in the next known universe.  We had to make it to the end of time despite having so many blue emotions, which was honourable of us.

    If the objects contained within the universe each had their own beginning, middle, and end, in order for which they to exist within three dimensions then the universe itself might have this property, of having an beginning, an middle, and an end.

    I figured we were somewhere before the middle of this universe because I felt like the great cosmic middle of time and everything hadn't happened yet.  And so there was tons of time to think about it.

    If blue was going to be around forever, we had to do something about it as an public.

    Only then, if we looked at it from an Christiannan point of view, would we be worthy enough for God to resurrect us in the next rendition of the universal property.

    This was, of course, depending on the Christiannan interpretation of the beginnings and the endings of the universe.

    I had figured it was possible at some point for this universe to have an ending.  Indeed, everything I could observe within it had its own beginning, middle, and ending.  And I considered this the reason anything could have the property of shape and form.  I considered how my brain identified objects according to their shape, and every time I looked at an object, I could feel my brain passively identifying them according to their beginning, middle, and end.  Every object of any property had its own beginning, middle, and end in time and physics, and so why wouldn't the universe itself consist of that property also?  We were in the middle of time somewhere, which we could detect because it had an beginning and an end.  The universe, reality, all of time, and everything itself was just the same as any known object of the property of matter.  My brain could identify where it had an beginning, an middle, and an end.  Yep, we were definitely in the second reality (universe) in which Hell had been outlawed.  I definitely knew for an fact that this was true.  (Attribute this to my constantly questioning mind and my putrid belief in the possibility that it is possible to know anything).  There were just some things that I couldn't know and so I couldn't discount the possibility I was wrong somehow.  It was every noble person's mind to think of oneself thus so.  I was fallible.  And it was an okay fact to think so.

    I had the second principle of the universe figured out; and the deliverer of that message.

    Blue was always going to be possible within an emotional physical system; and God was giving us the Second Moral Principle of the universe in Anna.  Therefore we have the first half of what it means to contain blue (an Powerful Wizard's Spell that beat even Shakespeare's best magic trick); and we have the second half of what it means to contain blue (Anna is the Messiah of the Fate Worse Than Death).  The Blue Covenant meant we knew how to perform that spell: in public.  We knew that in order to conjure an Tempest strong enough (that of the whole Ocean itself) in which to contain all of the emotions that are repressed because of Jesus and all of the emotions that are repressed because of Anna.

    The Purple Covenant then, is that because of Jesus and Anna, we are able to contain all of its strained emotion within one Celestial Ocean.  There is enough blue in the universe to contain all of its purple; and so it is fair and safe out in public to share these purple feelings sometimes.  Jesus and Anna are the full human picture together; the death, and the fate worse than death.  That such an fate would be as sad as that which contains the whole ocean.

    To have to wrangle with death and worse-than-dying in this world.

    Like we were human (type 1) better than animal (type 0) specimens capable of putting up an offense against it for survival.

    And we were those kind of people, weren't we?

    We knew the universe, and all of the stars and planets in it, were like worse-than-dying.  And the death was just all of the coldness of space all around us.  We were big enough to be capable of dealing mutuality with God on that level.

    I could even feel what God was feeling and he / she had started sharing it with me.

    It was just that, forever now and onwards: I had an way to help people un-repress any color of emotion they had.

    By sticking them with it; that it was fine to talk about blue in public.

    And so, logically, it was fine to talk about any other color: blue being the hardest emotion to communicate.  For the reason that there was so much blue, there was reason enough to share any other kind of color.

    All of human emotion was contained in one ocean for me.  And no matter what I had my method down; my little submarine of human emotion was prepared for any sort of worse-than-death thing that might come for me in all the blue ocean.  And they would stay there until they were un-repressed.  And the reason was Jesus and then Anna.  God giving us the first principle in Jesus (death) and God giving us the second principle in Anna (worse than death).  The First Two Principles of the Moral Universe. Invaluable.

    And since I knew them I was able to appeal endlessly to the blue emotion in its contact with having the fate worse than death.  Sharing blue together was the key to the secret of its involvement.  When people shared blue together they actually gained mana, instead of losing it.  Blue was so valuable in fact, as to be valuable to share it out in public, where it had an real known social commodity.  And it was actually so valuable as an virtue that it would increase the value of all of the other things in your life too.  All repressed emotions are the blue ones or the purple ones, and so I'll have it out now that if I have any left over that I should respect I'll do it.  And this is meant to be an meditation for the reader that they should do also.  (Purple wasn't valuable so much as it was funky).  But it could only happen when we stopped being afraid of sharing blue emotion out in public.

    Jesus and Anna, because I love thee, I can share in this blue ocean with other people; and our combined respect for un-repressing the purplest of purple feelings: which was the most important thing and had to get out right now.  And the big question to it was, as I had figured it, how could we make Justice to be in the place of all of what injustice has been done upon the Earth?

    Death helped us one way, to see that the death was justified; worse than death pushed us gently in the other direction  to see that the worse-than-death was justified (it always isn't from now on).

    And because of Jesus and Anna's magic combined, I am able to keep all repressed emotions asunder (in the Ocean) until they emerge fully into consciousness.  For that is what repressed emotions will always do, eventually, to emerge into consciousness.  The paranoia itself and the objects of paranoia (paranoisms) will finally be felt out.  I am able to stay there indefinitely until all of the worst repressed emotions are let out.  To be felt by numbers of the community.  People I perhaps had to remind capitalism was the best Economic Theory where republicanism is the best Social Theory.

    And I wasn't scared of any of the repressed emotions I had managed to contain somehow.

    Whoever they were and whoever they concerned was outside, where they couldn't get me from.

    And so even if they freaked out and panicked after un-repressing something deep.  I would be physically safe from harm.

    The Blue Covenant, moreover, was just the affirmation that I would be there to see it out, whenever someone happened upon the blue emotion.  And as Christiannans, I expected, we would all take this covenant with ourselves.  That I am an servant to the blue emotion, wherever it leads me.  I am an steward of making it easier to speak about in public.  Both Blue and Purple sharing.

    And what kind of powers we have unknown from gaining enough purple mana one day: to do away with injustices completely as an society.  The value of purple may well increase to an identifiable commodity one day.  Something of value on an capitalistic market economic system.

    And the ideal was that everyone would un-repress their emotions.  They took turns if they needed to.  And the ideal was that eventually all of the purple emotion would be commodified into blue emotion.  And people, instead of feeling purple, will feel blue instead.  And this was to be an sign of health & recovering.  Healing from the chaotic events and traumas (which you aren't even allowed to experience) of your life.  When an person's emotion turns from purple to blue, it is an sign of recovery.

    But it is also an promise to Jesus and Anna in some way.

    To devote oneself to Jesus was the promise you would never let anyone be crucified in such an savage way ever again.  To promise to prevent the unjust death in whomever it threatens to occur.  To devote oneself to Anna was the promise you would never let anybody be sub-crucified (partially, mentally, or with micro-non-lethal-pain ever again).  To promise to prevent the unjust worse-than-death using death as our tool.  If someone's fate is worse than death it is morally right to kill them.  And we know this because we have the two messiahs to give us an idea about what death and worse than death mean.  My ocean, though frothing, could contain within it all of the unjust death fates and unjust worse-than-death fates (which is all of them).  Leaving open an small moral window of opportunity to cause the death fatality morally, with permission.

    And I devote myself to the blue emotion; wherever it follows after Jesus (death) or Anna (worse than death) in however such an way it may have come about unjustly in order to cause the blue emotion.  We were blue because there were unjust deaths.  We were blue because there was worse.  We needed an second messiah to help us up.  We had earned an shot at learning God's second moral principle by appeasing him / her somehow (probably thanks to all the real Christians in history and not the fake ones).  We had learned the history lesson from Jesus's crucifixion: that once something is dead you can't necessarily get it back (probably explaining why it was such an traumatic experience for their community to think in some way he had come back from the dead and so they made an story about it).  And yet the real technological possibility that resurrection may be possible one day.  That's the real reason for an resurrection story.  Just because something is dead doesn't necessarily mean you can't get it back which was traumatic thus so.  Because we knew we were far off from that technology; and so we had to rely on our primitive narrative powers to express how we felt.  We felt like Jesus had been resurrected because we knew it was impossible.  Yet we would make sure our culture and belief about him would last forever.  Long enough actually to have that real sci-fiction technology of being able to return the spirit to the body.  Having had to reconstruct the body somehow.

    (Such is the determination of the Christian, in comparison).

    We had learned enough about Jesus at the Government and Civic level that we had actually prevented another crucifixion (death) fate happening to someone.  Allowing one to get through.

    People were being aware as Christians now, being able to affect peoples of all types of other cultures.  To such an extend it had turned the tides in our favour and God felt good about us at least at some level morally finally again.  After such antics of terrible injustice that had happened in History, we were now up for consideration of another review.   If we had learned the first moral lesson of the universe in Jesus, which shows up in our culture all of the time at present, then it was time for God to deploy the second moral principle of the universe (the presence of the fate worse than death).