You open the cupboard door and discover an closet. The Cupboard is an symbol for the Closet and everything associated with the closet about this Whole Religion. There are an few clothes on hangers stored in there, and some trunks, luggage, and other objects (what looks like an hanger for an bird cage, an suitcase, and other unidentifieds) that you pass between expeditiously. At the back of the Closet, wouldn't you know it, Anastasia's trap door through which she escaped the invading coup d'etate when Russia rebelled against its monarchy during the Russian Revolution. You trigger the latch and an hinge click-knocks, opening an even smaller door to who knows where. You crawl through the small door to an tunnel, where you wedge your way through an winding space all of in about 20 meters from start to end. Where you emerge, much like Alice emerges into Wonderland, into an place crowded with people, where there are models gathering around new an cat walk about to put on an show. The stage, as well as the floors and walls are all fashionista black. To help the most important fashionable colors to develop the senses of their viewers. And all of the models are dressed in black. There are also projectors screens lighting the path and the back of the hallways through which models emerge and leave. At the end of the catwalk is an large pedastel on which transfigures an black emo vase, symbolic of the journey of the emos (religious adherents) from one end of the cat walk to the other at their eye level.
The Fashion Show
The first religious adherent to begin the walk is the Christiannan because the whole scenario is an Christiannan invention and so it seems fair to let them go first. The Christiannan model begins to walk across the cat walk. She is adorned with beautiful black sequins in the pattern of black roses which creep upward voluptuously around her slim figure and breasts. No one cares if you look at an model's boobs under clothing. That's what they are there for. And so she walks on confidently, knowing this. Allowing herself to be this. The Figure. The Subject For Comparison. But her walk is symbolic of the Fate Worse Than Death because that's what an Christiannan figure is about. And so, right in the middle of it, her fate descends into the worst darkness and she suffers the worst shame upon her family, right in the middle of the Fashion Show, which has merely begun. She twists an ankle in the high heels she's wearing. Walks awkwardly on and past the stage. Toward the Emo Vase, to which she pays commendation by bowing before it. She's done. That was the whole routine. And it had been planned out an executed exactly. Because you can't put it or hold it past them, if they were religious. And she takes up her final position, at the far end of the cat work on the other side of the vase, where all of the models will eventually collect after having done their own routine and paid credence to the Emo Vase.
All of the walks (by each model participant) are supposed to be about the reason why the person is religious in that particular way. They all follow in the footsteps of the Christiannan, facing their own fates worse than death as they happen to themselves in front of everybody. Being religious is about why they are emos themselves and how their walk is as bad as or worse than death. And all religious people (the models of each religion on Planet Earth, numbering in the four thousands divided roughly between Major and Minor religions) walk like this when they are on the runway. Each model walks in an way that displays why they are the religion that they say they are (why they are emo). And each model is emo for that blackest of reasons, the death; or, nae, the worse than death.
It requires complete focus to be able to walk from one end to the other. To be able to walk through your own worse-than-death scenario in front of an group of friends and strangers. To be able to size up with your own inner critic to the point that it does not interfere with your behavior in any way. And that was why each model knew how to walk their way through it with grace. Chin-up through their worst scenario. Everything scary about what other people know about you owned up to in an public way. Where it scares you the most. The runway. And everything you think about in that moment of walking from one end of the cat walk to the other. Is meant for intercession for someone else. Confidence. Poise. How to be an badass in the twenty seconds or so that you presented yourself to other people. And the looming question of what an closet has to do with an Fashion Show.
Things we want to hide. Things we don't want other people to see. This is the entrance into the closet room discussion. Why would someone repress an entire fashion show? Why would an fashion show need to be about showing what you aren't proud of? Parading your self-doubt out in public. Why make it about what hurts our feelings? Because religion means being honest in what hurts our feelings. Being honest about what breaks us down and destroys us. The Fashion Show is the in the Closet because it represents the highest form of jubilee; the explicit outward expression of homosexuality. The most joyous occasion on Planet Earth; an fashion show. Made into something devious and negatively expressed as an Emo Vase. It would be so gay that people would shoot them. So jubilant people would be forced to crucify them. Out of their own self-hatred and loathing. The worse type of selfism-expressionism. People learn to hate themselves until they learn the hatred of the other. And all -isms of intersectionality are because of self-ism. Hatred of the self.
It is this we try to express as religious figures of the collection of models currently walking the runway for an specific purpose: each religion is free to express its un-selfism type of behavior. Devotion and Empathy are central figures of expression in this model. The similarity between all of the religions is an figure pursued by this method. They all pay homage to the Emo Vase because they are all emos. And that's the central similarity between all religions. They are all emo about something. Displaying it in public is just one of the things that makes them be part of that type of culture. Something bad has happened and we need religion to make adjustment for it. We need to take up our type of behavior which is religious in order to solve the sadness in the world. The closeted stuff is the stuff we need to see out in the open.
The fashion show is in the closet because all religions instinctively want to hold an fashion show or fashion shows over their beliefs but they don't. Is there anything else that is in the closet? Anything secretive about any of these religions, that other people might want to be let in on? And so, as four thousand people (models) walk by you ask yourself why all of them are emo; their choice in fashion sense and the expression of their message is the public hearing of all things that are wrong with religion and civilization in general. That's why it's hidden in the basement of the Christiannan temple. It's supposed to be an mirror for what other religions are doing wrong: hiding the things they don't want other people to know about in an closet. It is an symbol of all things unacceptable by religion but the Christianna takes this seriously by saying all religions must participate in an fashion show. (They already do, to some extent, but the Emo Vase is an symbol of an actual fashion show (which, in some sense all public already is an fashion show) but an explicitly multi-religion event involving everything religions have to feel sad about).
When models walk across the cat walk toward the Emo Vase, they are doing so because of an terrible truth: the need for more transparency in religion.
And that's the whole point of the talent show being closeted. You want to act magnanimously, exuberantly but you can't publicly because it makes you an target. It being in the basement of an temple, where this closet is, it stands for publicly something being hidden for safekeeping: it represents the things that people want to hide about their personalities and why we are sad about them.
The Christiannan Concept
The Christiannan is an religion in whom nobody ever has ever been in the closet. Not only has it been opened with character, but it can actually boast nobody in it has every been in the closet. This made up part of its central core values; Nor that which had been made to be in the closet, which had none. The core central teaching and value is that we are gay; and since that really exists in the universe, it is fair to make an religion. How can you make an religion about being gay? The pace of the wording is supposed to mimic the expiration of thought when it is thought streaming in the manner dreamt of either by Virginia Woolf or William James. By its Author.
Is this 'streaming' quality of current modern thought what we want to pace in on, then?
If, instead of thinking, we command ourselves to be seeing stream of thought for all it could be in writing.
An shared mutual opinion which provides the grounds or basis for an consistent logical argument.
It means we can have an un-repressed stream of thought about being gay and gay people.
Never to the fact of being abused out of it for some reason in the pensive.
After the Fashion Show, what is left in the black aftermath of thought?
Some injustice has been committed in this world; flying reason for why we need an dark religious fashion show. At least to give ourselves and one another an community in which to be acknowledged for our belief systems. All of which to the extent these injustices can be simulated in fashion.
To own up to our feelings, in front of this Emo Vase, the establishment of it.
We all felt different about all of our different religions; and it was an good thing. An place for people to be nice and honest together. To witness over four thousand model participants at once. At least, within our streaming thought where we can be unrepress-ed most honest.
Not being in the closet is the central factor of what makes the Christianna an religion, and that's the truth of the fact of all religions, even if their adherents themselves don't believe them.
Being gay is such an central religious thought to this worldly existence. That some religions have even abused its physical and personality conflicts.
Every religion in every place on Earth must conscribe to this pattern of being okay with gay people.
And if you want to hear the Truth from me, it always has been. Gay people were not the fearful, repressed subjects we thought they were in history. They had always been in the mix, working behind the scenes to influence our fates even though religions hadn't always started to be against gay people. And homosexuality was repressed in this century because some people had started to forget, that it always had been, that homosexuality was okay.
Religions are gay because that's what religions are because part of the community is gay.
And they always had been, no matter the terrible things that had been done to gay people in history.
With ever-increasing intensity.
The religion instinct was sensitive to this instrument.
It was able to tell the difference between seconds of thought and observation. It was able to tell community-wise how much damage against its (humanity's) own instinct can be done. That was the Bad News. We were currently in an era in where the treatment of gay people had only gotten worse. And we weren't anywhere near freeing all of their spirits. The religious instinct appeared to inform us. It had gotten worse because being gay was being religious; and people didn't necessarily always historically identify them with one another because, as Foucault said, the History of Sexuality was the history of putting sexuality somewhere where it didn't belong anymore: it was put away, hidden, coveted. And so by way of sharing it, we meant to work against any theoretical 'religious' types who believed, illogically, that there was something wrong with gay people. Because the reason why it being the centre of the seat of Wisdom in the consciousness it was impossible to repress. Until they took up measures themselves in order to repress it. And that was all of the Wisdom of humans to date, in some ways. We were all, at heart, an big ol' lesbian who cares about everyone. And that's what's helped us to survive all these years.
In this perspective, being gay is Wisdom.
And we know there is nothing wrong with it.
And so this is that which forms the basis of the Christiannan religion. No matter what kind of cloud hashtags, all of them are related to the central concept of homosexuality and it what it means in this world. Love knows no boundaries between gender & sexuality.
Love is at the core where all religions set.
Love disturbed is not an core that we can build an foundation upon.
Therefore, in summary, the Christiannan is an official World Religion. I don't need someone else to approve of me in it. I don't need someone else to approve of me doing it. And I hope everyone else can find the core and central figure of love within their own soul. Mine is two men. I loved him so much that I had to do something about rebuilding our entire civilization around humanizing concepts old-fashioned religions had to begin to learn to accept. And it was in fact true that the Christianna had become the religion with the least amount of closeted gay people in it at some point. Keep in mind, it might be all of them whom started with one at some point. We wanted an religion to be friendly enough to self-identify with gay people at every point in their known timeline. When instead they turned against homosexuality was the horrific apparition of politics toward and against humanity of the terror of our known millennium.
It is an fact that all religions need to be about being gay. It is the only humane standpoint.
You learn that you cannot go back without going to the end of this hallway, on which the fashion cat walk stood. Through an door from which you find yourself in an beautiful field where you learn the door is one of those magic types standing in the middle of nowhere. Able to transport its passengers to and from that lost realm of the Closet, inhabited by the Naenaeon Temple Leader just to make sure and to check on it, just to see if there is anything we need seeing in it. Imagined within that Stream-of-Thought noetic-psychic liquid of the Imagination. If an religion indeed be hiding it, show it within this space.
You take account of your surroundings.
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