A nah

 The Gay Letters, Sept. 19, 2020

there is a powerful lesson

in A nah

We call her Anna

looked over

worthless

unconvincing

meanless, judgeless

ugly

only a portion of her soul lives in my spirit because I cannot accept the whole thing

and it is a thing

Not a subjective

dysfunctional

person

For what we call Anna,

is why she is A nah

A new reciprocity with her I desire

to believe in her conscience

to love her moral character

to know her personality

and to save her from the fate worse than death.

The Gay Letters, Sept. 19, 2020

You live in my spirit because you have life as a human,

and our species mimics according to the mirror neurons.

We are connected to each other by this.

That is why I like to say the spirit is a plurality

and the soul is a singularity;

Our spirit is lifted by our connection to one another.

My soul is lifted by my connection to myself/itself

I always have an opinion of objectification for that reason

What it needs and what I get are at odds

And so I am separated from it

like an object

a Nah.