Version 15

 God - What does God want?  God wants me to know I am hurtling on a rock through space.  I have my own virtual chvrch.  I have my own virtual political office.  "Because I left."  "Then why are you still here?"

Angels - We can figure it out.

Man - It might take some time.

Good

Pure reciprocal intent

Heaven

Earth

Me

π

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Evil

Anti-reciprocal intent

The Christianna

  

    My current version is that a new reciprocity started in our spiritual conversation.  It is pure reciprocal intent.  I was writing about political philosophy about what pure reciprocal intent might mean.  It is not theological intent.  It is political intent.  How can Christiannan theological intent be pure?  Satan is our ally.  Jesus is our bandit.  Anna is suffering the fate worse than death.  It wants you.

    Pure reciprocal intent must mean a balance of contrast between politics and religion.  Politics does not theorize well.  Religion theorizes too well.  Science is not to be a medium of friction between them.  Chvrch is not the place of science but it is not a place in contrast to science.  Politics does not need to reinforce this principle on Christiannans (we are already beings of science and provide theological proof that being gay is not a sin) but it does need to reinforce the principle on Christians.

    As well as on other world religions.  The Christianna the best exception as a new religion without the burden and weight of anti-gay hypocrisy.

    It is a religion blessed by God.

    It is one of the true keepers of the balance of eight religions.

    It is explained in all of the journals and writing that create the virtual chvrch, temple, or sanctuary the Naenaeon.

    Internal messiah lives internally.  External messiah dies externally.  Jesus made a picture of God for us.  It took two thousand years for God to create a new picture of us.  Anna, the gay messiah.  The messiah of the fate worse than death.

    It is worth posting the lyrics that started the Christianna again:

    She is the princess

of birth and

middle life

the internal coming

of Christ 2

the other

would beam

to

his upon the cross

of life and death

her sacrifice is not on the

cross, it is private in all

not public, but domestic, and

gay, a new life in love

the golden cherub spoke

the cross is the historical

oppression of women

the new life in

the female messiah

has filtered her out

onto the public

this is her death

and this is her resurrection

it is her resurrection

with this word

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I wrote this in 2014 after I learned of Anna.  I was having a hard time of my life.  I had recently graduated from an Arts program at the University and I was looking for a job.  And a place to live.  I was in the worst basement suite you ever could imagine.  The landlords were mean where I paid every month there was a picture of the pope.  I felt at odds with letting them know I was gay because they were clearly Catholic.  And I felt like I was in a prison.

That was why, perhaps, God sent Anna to me.

It had been a few years since I came out to my family.

I was an Arts graduate, studying and creating art every day.  The vision was in the middle of an artistic process that had built on itself since I was a little boy writing a diary every night that was of a category that I instinctively knew I could trust.  Anna, the internal messiah.  I wrote, "gay, a new life in love;" God was telling me that we are a gay species.  It was what we had wanted.  I have this little suspicion that all of history is gay history because figuring out whether we were gay instinctively or if it was put in us, was a hard historical process.  I suspect it to be at the very beginnings of history that we realized we had to prove or disprove gay.

We've been through witch burnings.  We've been through nuclear war.

As a species it is time to accept that we chose to accept homosexuals as part of our species when we could have destroyed them; when we are still destroying them.

That's what will make the difference.  That's why we are going to succeed in history.  We will put war behind us forever.

We have globalized.

We have localized.

God told the Christiannan gay explicit was said to be gay—theologically, scientifically—and it was understood that we had to make a choice as a species and we did; and God then agreed to these terms.

Since then, my experience can only be said to be written as a Christiannan experience.  I looked into the beginning of our species and I considered what we were made of at the time; Christiannan feelings appeared to me to be part of the beginning.  It disproved Christianity.  But not Judaism.

I wondered how could the fate worse than death be so numerous among the Christian people; for they had overlooked the aesthetic beauty of fighting to the death.  Not to surrender, like a Christian would.  But to fight to mix the death fate with the fate worse than death because living conscience will testify to both and the fighting may stop if this is proven.

Still, I think the Christians as a whole did the right thing.  It is personal choice whether to surrender and accept death or fight to the death when attacked.  When confronted with a battalion.

Christiannans mix accepting death with fight to the death in order to avoid the fate worse than death, which is more fatal than the death fate.

They die glamorously if they have to.

But that is not the heart of the Christianna!

The heart of the Christianna is to remove the limitation placed on behavior by the global Christian community.  You can fight glamorously again.  Compete only when you want to.  And The Middle is the heart of the Christianna.  A middle is something between one end and the other; a shape has all three.  Shape is intelligence of the Middle, because it takes time to identify the middle of something and the middle of Time itself also has time to identify it because we are in the middle of time.  We can feel the shape of space because of time.

Does being reciprocal mean we are in agreement with one another?

I think two things must agree with one another in some way in order for both to exist.  Never at any point did we not.  Or being able to is what human consciousness really means.  I'm skeptical however.  New Reciprocity restores us to the fact that we can start a new reciprocity at any time, and once we know that we each have a new reciprocity, we may continue to ask for new reciprocity from other people once in a while.

Above is a hierarchy.  The Lowerarchy of Orders follows.

A lowerarchy is the opposite of a hierarchy.

Art & Poetry. "Darkness, you are gentler than my lover," soracities

Philosophy.  Philosophy is in the lowerarchy because it is a loyal subject and plentiful too.

Industrial Physics.  Rare.

Science & Nature.  Everything Empirical.  Basically everything I'm not interested in in this blog.

Religion.  No rules.